So, some things have been evolving.
my relationship with Master has changed.
He is allowing Oliver to take over and have control of me.
i think this is how it works:
Oliver is controlling me. i discussed it with Master and He is good with it. Things that Oliver tells me and things that Oliver says to do or not do, Master is aware of. He's either approved or says to do something else.
For example: someone asked for my phone number to text instead of messaging back and forth on Fet. i asked Oliver if this would be okay. He said no, i can use YIM. i asked why (because that's always what i do so i can understand reasoning) and he said he didn't want any more people messing with my head as has happened in the past. i discussed Oliver's decision with Master and He agreed. Master has yet to reject, deny or say otherwise any of Oliver's decisions or direction.
i think if it ever happened where Master would disapprove of Oliver's choices, i would do what Master would want me to do, but also discuss it with Oliver. That is where Master still has control. Master knows me very very well and how i react to anything. He will even tell me not to do something even before i do it.
How do i feel about all of this? As of now, i am very happy. i know that Master is looking out for my best interest.
Oliver and i will be playing tonight. i'm really looking forward to it, as i always do. He's purchased an anal hook. i'm not sure that we will be using it this evening though. He is absolutely amazing in bed. Like amazing. Did i say amazing? And man do i love to suck his cock! HA!
my relationship with Master has changed.
He is allowing Oliver to take over and have control of me.
i think this is how it works:
Oliver is controlling me. i discussed it with Master and He is good with it. Things that Oliver tells me and things that Oliver says to do or not do, Master is aware of. He's either approved or says to do something else.
For example: someone asked for my phone number to text instead of messaging back and forth on Fet. i asked Oliver if this would be okay. He said no, i can use YIM. i asked why (because that's always what i do so i can understand reasoning) and he said he didn't want any more people messing with my head as has happened in the past. i discussed Oliver's decision with Master and He agreed. Master has yet to reject, deny or say otherwise any of Oliver's decisions or direction.
i think if it ever happened where Master would disapprove of Oliver's choices, i would do what Master would want me to do, but also discuss it with Oliver. That is where Master still has control. Master knows me very very well and how i react to anything. He will even tell me not to do something even before i do it.
How do i feel about all of this? As of now, i am very happy. i know that Master is looking out for my best interest.
Oliver and i will be playing tonight. i'm really looking forward to it, as i always do. He's purchased an anal hook. i'm not sure that we will be using it this evening though. He is absolutely amazing in bed. Like amazing. Did i say amazing? And man do i love to suck his cock! HA!
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